I Know. I Trust.

She leaves in less than 2 weeks.  Courntey.  I’m getting more emotional as each day passes.  Why do I do this?  I’m a momma.  She’s my girl.  That’s all I have.  I had been praying for her to be FULLY funded before launch.  My Sweet Lord gently asked me what my motivation for this prayer was.  I had to admit (to myself, because He already knew) that I thought it made ME feel better, safer.  She’s received so much support….in so many different forms.  Support from unsuspecting lovers of Jesus.  Her next deadline is quickly approaching.  She was around $200 shy of it.  She received a $200 check in the mail.  From someone who had alread abundantly given!  Oh Sweet Lord, forgive me of my faithlessness.  Even though I still don’t quite understand why this, why so far away for so long, why so much money….I know that He has a plan for her.  I KNOW.  I TRUST.  Even as my momma heart explodes with emotions & my eyes keep filling up with tears.
 
I’ve just today discovered a support page created especially for the parents of the B-team.  Oh how I needed to know we’re not alone!  
I’ve been following some of the other blogs on her team.  All I can say is…WOW.  Please pray for her.  For her squad.  For her team.  Thank you from the very bottom of this momma’s heart. 
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Author: Michelle

I'm Michelle. A Child of the King. A dreamer. My first love, Jesus, is who I want to reflect in my life more than anything. I'm also a determined artist on a quest to learn as much as I can about graphic design, hand lettering & all things creative. It's here where my love for Jesus & all things creative come together in only a way that God can orchestrate.

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